I had a blissful day, perhaps because of the kind people around me : )
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I had a blissful day, perhaps because of the kind people around me : )
Feels heavy
Thankful, Grateful & Blessed and i have faith in this journey designed by the divine :)
I'm too busy surviving that I forgot how to live
Fortunate to have felt and experienced love even though you have not had the perfect ending like any other . But to experience the most beautiful feeling in the world is like magic
When you realised you just sacrified your whole life for nothing then just go straight for yourself and things that you just loved and helps others when just you know they really cares you
I want to grow in my life from all aspects
iām so lonely i cry myself to sleep every night
why the fuck some people are so kind that i start to believe in humanity lol
I hate being inexperienced and shy i couldnāt even say good evening back?? i thought i should just sit and listen and lit the experienced coworkers talk
So depressed about my depression. Anxious about my anxiety. For 3 2 years now, i haven't have a proper rest. Felt like a burden to my family. Felt God forget about me & my prayers.
Hereās hoping one day my depression will lift. So tired all the time that i canāt have a proper conversation with wife & kids.
I feel like something good is coming up but there's gonna be hard time to reach it
I am tired of life and myself
I experienced incestual childhood sexual abuse. I cut contact with him. I hate him but I still miss and need my dad sometimes.
I tried an onion face mask today. It was stinky. But the Asian girlies look beautiful..so this is the way.
I'm very tired and very overcome by the wave of depression I've had recently. This one feels different and not in a good way. How do you laugh with your friends and then say, "anyways, I still feel like dying." I have so much to do and no motivation with which to get it done.
I want to divorce my husband because of how unhappy I have been for the past 5 years and he doesn't seem to care, but I am so scared to break his heart...
I am told I am so strong. So strong to keep going in the face of everything. But....I am not strong. I just cannot find a way to stop chugging, one step in front of another. I am not strong....I am exhausted & unsure how long I can keep this charade going...
I wish it didnāt take ending our relationship to see clearly all the things that were wrong. I would have kept trying for you had I only known how.
You were never meant for me, I'm sorry for holding on so long
I graduated from college a month ago, and I'm so scared I'll never find a job. I've been so scared for the past year, and now I have nothing left to distract me from my fears that I wasted my time and money on something that will never bring me the stability I yearn for.
I wish i didnāt have to keep going, i wish i could just stop existing. It took a lot to get here though, so i have to keep going.
I feel like I'm in love with my friend but know that they only see me as a sibling. I feel like if I ever vocalize how I felt it'd do irreparable damage to our relationship. But would also feel like I'm harming them considering their past and how much it hurt them to break up with their ex because they realized they were developing feelings for someone else. If I were to vocalize anything I feel like I would be forcing them to relive that moment in their life which I know was one of the most heart wrenching span of time for them. It just feels weird tho, being so close to them, and then just..
I have so many regrets, guilt, and shame about how I acted and the choices I made. It eats me alive.
I just want someone to know me
I found the love of my life. We are doing well financially . We're moving to our dream state. For the first time in a long time, the future feels happy and full of hope
I am happy. Maybe bad things are lurking, waiting to come out and smash my happiness, but until then...I am happy.
My husband died and I asked for a sign. I heard a song that said, "It's hard to say what it is I see in you, wonder if I'll always be with you." and I took it as a message that from the other side, he's done, but I will love him forever, regardless.
I'm Audhd and tired. I am imdeed disabled. I don't know what to do about that.
I love my co-worker. The problem? She's married. I'm married. She's incredible. I can't do anything about it.
What's the point of trying? It's all just running in circles
I wish I could disappear
I feel like no one will ever have eyes for just me.
My last relationship left me with PTSD.
Iām afraid that I wonāt ever really love myself, wonāt ever heal. That I wonāt ever really learn to love others fully.
Self love heals everything. You are doing great today
I am learning to not be so hard on myself, to allow space for the things that I deeply want in this life.
I did something horrible as a teenager because I wanted to be seen. I want to forgive myself but donāt feel worthy.
Another day, another fight
fear of relationship
I am in my best moment now, but still everything feels like a fight. Goodness, I am so tired!
I had been failing my wife so much due to depression, that she gives me anxiety even in simple conversations
I realised that he will never love me the save way i love him.
I really did care for my ex. I felt great love for him but the color of my skin and what others would think seems to be his main concern. Public appearance wasn't enough. I'm not sure what went wrong. Oh well.
The anniversary of my momās passing is coming up. I can already feel the darkness buildingā¦feels like itās gonna be a bad oneā¦
How am I supposed to pretend everything is okay when you put a time stamp on our relationship?
Iām heartbroken. I lost the love of my life. Iām never going to love again.
Make every moment count
I lost my friend
I hate feeling so lonely
8/24/24 bled into 10/6/25 and now on 6/9/26 I give up. The hope I had is completely gone. The numbness and emptiness I felt in '24 is the same I feel now.
Boring life
I hope he accepts me back in his life despite how much of a mess I was around him. This stupid man legit altered my brain chemistry, and I just want him back in my life as a legit friend. Never would have expected I'd be in one of those situations I've always made fun of growing up tho lol.
peace
Today, I met a stranger on Zuzu Club who brightened my day with a simple heartwarming conversation.
Its hard to share
As much as she said she understood my reasons, I know my leaving hurt my grandmother, and that kills me.
I'm done with life
Don't blame yourself for everything, sometimes you lifts the weight that you don't even know, be kind to yourself
Today I am a more confident version of myself.
I wish after years of pretending to be fine, someone could shout at the sky "How the fuck did nobody seen this?"
I feel emotionally low everday
Why you are so sad š¢
I am just upset about everything.
I don't think I'll be able to love myself the way I think I deserve. If someone else is reading this I'll have no way to know I'm heard.
Hello fairy queen
Sometimes u need to cut off ppl for ur mental health and peace and this hit me hard today
I'm in state of wanting to die, yet not wanting to die.
I want to get my periods Once in every year happens this
Hoping that one day, someday, our wounds would heal. Someday, i dont have to cry because of my regrets, my burdens and being blamed all the time.
Why do i spiral so much when i have nothing to spiral about?
How loneliness kills the soul.
Sometimes I just feel heavy..heavy with the weight of not knowing whether the things that i do are right or wrong. There are people that i love who are in need of my help sometimes and i do reach out to them but im not sure whether i am the right person they should be taking advising from so yeaa just confused state of mind
To eveeybody here, sharing and not knowing if you are heard. I hear you. I've listened for months. You are doing great. Keep fighting.
Unable to sleep due to work stress
Hope he knows that I love him more than he knows
I want to go back, i want to go back to the city where i grew up. I want to go back to the home where I spent all my life. I want to go back to my family. I have a strong urge to back but I have the strongest urge to go back successful.
I will give you all the freedom to get me go. If you decide to stay, I will never make you feel alone . :)
Its been three plus years and I still haven't healed. I still have the grief inside me . I still go back to see our conversations.
I have a fear. I may not heal.
When the Time Will be right and by my side.. I'll meet you nd hold you as there is no next birth. BCZ i won't remember you in my next birth...but thiss I wanna hold you forever wanna drownin your ocean of love. sgr <3 frvr yourss
it's been a really rough day but i know that i'll be okay
you'll make it , dont loose hope
YOU ARE ALL VALUABLE...!
I am in love with the thought of you!
I had a great day learning so many intriguing things!
I had a super productive day! Feeling happy to achieve something I worked hard on, actually a passion project.
i feel so lonely :(
Since my last visit. There has been change. I see we can reply to people and acknowledge them to make sure they are heard. To the Dev/s, Thank you. To all, stay strong. I am here listening.
I'm in helpless situation I don't have supportive parents to understand my feeling my dreams my thoughts š
I was once a girl who dreamed of becoming someone she could be proud of. I tried, I failed, I started again, and somewhere between expectations, disappointments, friendships, growing up, and trying to keep everyone around me happy, I slowly became tired. I still smile, laugh, make memories, and pretend everything is fine, but there are parts of me that I miss the girl who had so many dreams and believed everything would eventually fall into place. Maybe life didn't turn out the way I imagined, but I'm still here, still trying, and maybe that's my story for now.
Iām just a girl who grew up with dreams, school memories, and friends who became an important part of my life. From last benches, tuition, and endless memories with people like Deva, Reshma and Jeshna, I slowly grew into someone who gets attached to little moments and the people behind them. Now Iām a first-year Mechanical Engineering student at PSG Tech, living in a hostel and trying to adjust to college, studies, new friends and being away from home. I love drawing, playing chess, Tamil songs, beaches, moon and turning random moments into memories. Iām quiet at first, but once Iām comfortable, Iām a completely different kind of chaos. Iām still trying to become the person I always wanted to be. Some days Iām happy and excited about this new chapter; other days I miss my old life, worry about my studies, and even cry wondering whether Iāll be able to complete this course in a fulfilling way and make myself and my parents proud. I donāt know how this chapter will end. For now, Iām just learning, struggling, missing people, making memories, and trying to keep going.
Iām just someone who grew up collecting little memoriesāschool days, silly friendships, hobbies, songs, late-night thoughts, and moments that seemed ordinary then but became precious later. Iāve always found comfort in drawing, music, little creative things, chess,beautiful places, and turning random feelings into words. I get attached to people and memories more than I usually show.Growing up changed me in ways I never expected. There were days when I felt like I was falling behind, days when studies felt too much, and nights when I cried over things I couldnāt explain properly. I learned to smile and continue my day even when my mind was somewhere completely different. . Sometimes I miss her during ordinary moments, when I wish I could tell her something, hear her voice, or simply have her around. Some days Iām okay; some days the missing hurts quietly, and I carry on anyway. Now Iām in a completely new chapter of life, trying to manage college, studies, friendships, hostel life, homesickness and all the uncertainty that comes with growing up. Iām trying to build a future while still carrying pieces of my past with me. And honestly, sometimes I worry so much that I cry wondering whether Iāll actually be able to complete this course in a fulfilling way, whether Iāll become the person I want to be, and whether all these struggles will eventually mean something. I donāt have all the answers yet. Maybe thatās what my life is right nowānot a perfect story, but a collection of people I miss, memories I hold onto, things I love, fears I donāt always say out loud, and a girl who is still trying to find her way through it all. I
Iām not okay. I need help. I canāt get professional help for at least another week. I feel so alone and scared, I genuinely feel like Iām going crazy.
haha have a nice day
āØļøMay financial stability find me in this awful economy. āØļø
I have an eating disorder
Why everyone downplay me , I don't downplay anyone , and no body give me respect. They make fun of me of my choices , they make fun of me because of a tiny mistake and humiliated me in front of everyone
I lied to my family that I'm attending university classes.. Instead I'm focused on my eating disorder...
I met someone who was feeling sad & cheered them up. Feeling good to bring them a smile : ))
i am always ignored and the persons whoes thought and feelings are always made joke on making my fun always feel right to my family and they feel i am always overreact , always wrong and never do anything good judt a selfish fellow i just dont want to be with them living alone is much better
im afraid my best friend and i are growing apart. i feel like shes replaced me and theres no longer space for me in her life. i feel like shes found someone perfect for her and better than ill ever be. someone that can do no wrong in her eyes. and as much as she says is not this way, it pains me to see her replacing me.
When you just share a story or thing but person make you feel you are problem or get irritates like how? you are the one who always their lows, checking on them as they are okay or not after all of that i just feel worthless like they actully not care what you feel once their work is done
In next life I pray for a healthy family